water me

hunger strike

fatal differences +

make, out
of love

this strange year,

i've done a lot of lovely things.

i've been unlovable.

i've loved others

harder than my self-regard:

 

some can make you 

loathe your self--

for loving publicly 

as if by chance,

rapture is a contagious disease.

"Arijana, you need to soften."

"you have to harden, Arijana "