water me

hunger strike

fatal differences +

make, out
of love

this strange year,

i've done a lot of lovely things.

i've been unlovable.

i've loved others

harder than my self-regard:

 

some can make you 

loathe your self--

for loving publicly 

as if by chance,

rapture is a contagious disease.

"Arijana, you need to soften."

"you have to harden, Arijana "

keep on using me

until you use me up

that vulnerable thing we all go through,

my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard/ and I'm like, Nope. 

ab ra ca da ba ra

a question for love,

is it cool

to lose

control

for you

to see how

sweet it is,

it is when

you are in

?