2.03.2015

never have i ever

been so scared, i shut down
thicker than the berlin wall,
never have i ever
would you rathers, counted
"time is an illusion,"
but i feel it. i really fucking feel it.

que paso, ari? what now? where to?
hypnotized by, "one day at a time,"
I'm lucky to be alive, aren't i?

love is cruel. when i broke
in front of my mother,
she gave me
an unrecognizable look, "and where is your eternal optimist? where have
you lost her"